Dr. Appointment

So, I had follow up appointment this week and Dr Green changed my meds. So instead of something to control the acid in my stomach, he is trying an anti-inflammatory. Of course he expected me to take the anxiety pills, but I had not. However, yesterday was the first day of the switch, and my chest hurt more than usual. So... maybe it is something physically wrong. I don't know which I would rather it be. Possible surgery again ... or just crazy. ha!

I do have an appointment set up with my GI specialist Dr. Cline, but he is so booked up that I could not get in until June 24th. I'm dreading that because I KNOW that he will want to set up another colonoscopy. I think 2 in my young 26 years is plenty for now... ugh!

I also feel the need to explain (to my vast reading audience) that I'm not this mega-depressed, gonna slit my wrists kind of person. I don't want to come across that way -- and maybe it's just my mind working in overdrive as usual to think that this blog sounds this way. But this is my escape and my way of ranting where nobody can see or hear. None of my family know about my recent doctor visits ('cept my sister who now is a faithful reader *waves* HI SISTER!!), and only a select few friends.

My problem is a lifetime of unresolved issues, displaced emotions, pent up feelings and I've finally decided to do something about it.

So ... having said that -- I'm off to the gym to burn a little steam off (and hopefully a few pounds). I'm already hurting this morning and it's only 8:30. We'll see how the day goes ...